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ok so i have totally been avoiding T.C. and attempting to avoid T.E. as much as i can.  T.C. texted me yesterday. i didnt respond but thats because when i got it, i was at auditions and was helping my friend D. practice his song.  i dont think i wouldve responded anyway but thats not the point at the moment.  yesterday in spanish J.H. was talking about how he wanted a truce with me(cause we argue a lot) for one day. im not really sure what that means but of course i said yes because im messed up crazy like that. oh and also C.J. decided to tell me that her and T.C. were messaging on fb the other day and they were talking about the powderpuff game which ison the 18th(come support the Lady Phoenix as they play flag football and the boys as they cheerlead!!!!) T.C. was asking if she was going to the game and she said she didnt have the money and asked if he was going and he said that he would if i was O_o he's way too serious about this and even if i wasntgoing to turn him down he'd still be way too serious about this. we're sophomores in high school plus he's a year younger than i am. i've never understood why it is that younger boys seem to be way more serious than older ones or even guys the same age. C.B. was a year older than me and even though he's was thinking about college he was still giving me space to move and to breathe. with T.C. it's too heavy too much pressure. not to mention the fact we go to the same school. so i have to see him once or twice a day.  oh and just a side note here, this really cute guy from U of D remembered me from auditions for the fall play(arsenic and old lace) he was really cute and crazy nice. i dont know if i'll ever see him again but yeah.  so my life in terms of "love" is pretty messed up as of this moment in time.
signed, wtf is wrong with me?