so who's ready for another variable in this awful equation???? this time it's T.C. we were together for less than a whole week, i was the one to break up with him and then pretty much ignored him[SN: i'm pretty much an awful person when it comes to guys because i have issues with i guess committment(???)] but then with the advice of one of my best friends C.J. i made up with him and then we were friends for a while. then apparently he was took her advice and decided to tell me that he still liked me and wanted to get back together with me >.< i totally don't have feelings for him but i don't wanna break his heart which is pretty much what's going to happen. so naturally i've been avoiding him for the past two days and hiding. this morning we were in the cafeteria for breakfast and whatnot and he was standing in front of the doors like he was waiting. so what did i do? waited til he left and then hurried out of the cafeteria to get to my locker before he started wandering the hallways. i kinda hate myself for avoiding him and avoiding talking to him and facing the problem. i also kinda hate myself for having the nerve to hide from a guy. i don't wanna face him but i know i have to
signed, self hater
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