ok so here's the rest of the story.....he keeps asking when we're gonna kiss. It's not like I've never been kissed before or anything or like I feel he's pressuring me to do something I don't want to. It's just like we don't ever actually talk. We text, with the occassional "hey" in geometry when I pass him on the way to my desk or the occassional eye contact during english. We pass each other in the hallways all the time, during which he's either with T.E. or with his ex-girlfriend and her friends or with both and I'm definitely not about to approach him when he's with those people. Last Friday, he asked where we were supposed to go from that point(deciding we were dating) and I said that I wasn't sure cause dating's not my forte and whatnot. He seemed surprised(not sure if that was a good thing or not) and started telling me to go with the flow especially when he's kissing me and that I shouldn't pull away both emotionally and physically when he's kissing me. Now I'm not gonna lie and say that I haven't thought about kissing him, but I think that we should actually like spend time together or something before we decide to start making out and whatnot, especially around the school. I'm not really sure of how this relationship is going to work out or how I'm going to deal with this whole kissing ordeal. I do want it to work out between us but I'm not really sure how to make it work. Several times today I thought about finding him and just confronting him about it, but of course I left it until the end of the day when apparently he had drumline practice. So I've already told him that we need to talk tomorrow so hopefully that'll actually happen tomorrow either during breakfast, school, lunch, or after school.
signed, confused
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