thanks!

so just to be weird and random, I'd like to say thanks to anybody out there reading this, especially if you don't know me personally.  Shoutout to you viewers in Russia and the UK! muchas gracias! If any of you guys have blogs that you want more people reading, follow my blog and I'll go and follow yours as well!
signed, feels like someone's listening to the awkward turtle that is my life!

quote of the day

"You hit me once, I hit you back.  You gave a kick, I gave a slap.  You smashed a plate over my head, then I set fire to our bed."
                   -Florence and the Machine, "Kiss with a Fist"

signed, "kiss with a fist"

boys 20

oh and if all that wasn't enough, M.H. told me some very startling news yesterday which made it very hard to keep a straight face around J.B. O_O oh and also, T.E. has been actually like talking to me in person lately and it seems like flirting to me and I kinda just wanna be like "go away" and then today after school while I was waiting for my ride, Z.R.W.(a friend of mine who had journalism with me last year) was telling these 2 people C. and S.(last names unknown to me) about how T.E. likes me and I was like "ohmygoodness why would you bring that up??? stop talking about that awkward turtle"
signed, forever awkward(but not as awkward as M.H. no offense)

boys 19

Yesterday, me and N.R.(a friend of mine and is also on the soccer team) were wandering around after school because no one was at practice and so me and J.B. were texting cause at that point we still hadn't talked and he was like "where are you?" and so I told him and then he was like "come down here" and since we were already gonna go to where he was cause N.R.'s boyfriend was in there, I was like "ok we're on the way" and it was weird cause T.E. was in there too and sitting right across from J.B. so of course I was like "i don't wanna talk about it now" and then N.R. specifically left me alone in there so we would be forced to talk. So J.B. comes up to me and is like "are we gonna talk now?" and I was like yeah so I asked him what the hell we were actually doing because we had barely talked in person since he told me he liked me and he was like "i don't know" and so there was a lot of weird conversation between the 2 of us like "well i know that i like you" and "well is this a relationship?" and "i don't know what do you wanna do/want this to be?" and after we were pretty much done talking, I was still honestly confused as to what we are. he kept saying that it felt like it was the first time he had ever told a girl he liked her and that he had never had to talk it out(meaning the relationship) and that I was the first girl who didn't come on so strong to him. I was just like "oh ok" like what the hell am I supposed to say to that? is it a bad thing that it felt like the first relationship to him or that I'm not coming on to him strongly? I don't understand how I was supposed to respond at all. oh and he also said something about us not "making it official" like official how? making out? facebook official? WHAT THE HELL DOES HE MEAN???? He confuses the hell out of me, and I haven't felt this confused since me and C.B. were together.  and today, we didn't really talk at all besides saying "hey" in the hallways and in geometry and english. In the hallways, it did seem like he went out of his way to say hi to me, but that really doesn't mean anything.
signed, forever confused

boys 18(please read boys 17 before this one)

ok so here's the rest of the story.....he keeps asking when we're gonna kiss.  It's not like I've never been kissed before or anything or like I feel he's pressuring me to do something I don't want to.  It's just like we don't ever actually talk.  We text, with the occassional "hey" in geometry when I pass him on the way to my desk or the occassional eye contact during english.  We pass each other in the hallways all the time, during which he's either with T.E. or with his ex-girlfriend and her friends or with both and I'm definitely not about to approach him when he's with those people.  Last Friday, he asked where we were supposed to go from that point(deciding we were dating) and I said that I wasn't sure cause dating's not my forte and whatnot.  He seemed surprised(not sure if that was a good thing or not) and started telling me to go with the flow especially when he's kissing me and that I shouldn't pull away both emotionally and physically when he's kissing me.  Now I'm not gonna lie and say that I haven't thought about kissing him, but I think that we should actually like spend time together or something before we decide to start making out and whatnot, especially around the school.  I'm not really sure of how this relationship is going to work out or how I'm going to deal with this whole kissing ordeal.  I do want it to work out between us but I'm not really sure how to make it work.  Several times today I thought about finding him and just confronting him about it, but of course I left it until the end of the day when apparently he had drumline practice.  So I've already told him that we need to talk tomorrow so hopefully that'll actually happen tomorrow either during breakfast, school, lunch, or after school.
signed, confused

boys 17

ok so here's how it happened.  Last Friday, J.B. was texting me and asking me all these questions about my life and stuff. So naturally I was like why do you care? He answered with "i want to get to know you better" so I said "why?" and he said "Cause I like you" and I was like "oh thanks i guess" and then here's where it gets a little more awkward. He says "You know what I mean right?" and I was trying to avoid having him say it so I said "Like a friend right?" and he sent me a text saying ".....no" and then by the power of fate or whatever you want to believe it was, we ended up agreeing on the fact that we are dating.  Don't get me wrong, I like him and everything, but it's still a bit weird and awkward.  Also, after I told M.H. about this, she brought up the fact that they had also been in a relationship that was also awkward.  I had to fight back against my natural instincts and not remind her that I also had an awkward relationship with him BEFORE she did and surprisingly enough, I still haven't mentioned that to her. I'm sure she remembers because despite what I tell her, she is pretty smart.....for being herself.  anyways this is getting to be pretty long(that's what she said) so I'm gonna put the rest in another post
signed, maybe not forever alone?

boys 16

so it's been a while since I've blogged about boys which is just as big of a surprise to you as it is to me.  however I've got big news! Me and J.B. are now dating! more later!

quote of the day

"Uh thanks, Robin, but where are your pants?" "Pants are a luxury. My costume's designed to be aerodynamic." "God, you suck."
      -Commissionor Gordon and Robin, Holy Musical B@tman
signed, huge fan of starkid potter

another quote of the day!

"I'm in lesbians with you." "What?" "I really really mean it." "Okay..."
                      -Scott and Ramona, Scott Pilgrim vs. the World
signed, huge michael cera fan

another quote of the day!

"I could honestly eat bread for every meal, all the time." "Yeah, but then you'd get fat." "Why would I get fat?" "Bread makes you fat." "Bread makes you fat?!?!"
               -Scott and Ramona, Scott Pilgrim vs. the World
signed, once again huge scott pilgrim fan

another quote of the day

"This is-"(a duel)"This is-"(to the)"This is-"(death)"What?!" "This is boring"
                 -Scott and Wallace, Scott Pilgrim vs. the World
sidenote: the underlined part of the quote is Wallace speaking and the part in parentheses is Scott reading an email.
signed, huge Scott Pilgrim fan

another quote of the day

There are only 4 questions in life, Don Octavia. What is sacred, of what is the spirit made, what is worth living for, and what is worth dying for? The answer to each is the same. Only love.
             -Don Juan De Marco
signed, huge fan of Johnny Depp

another quote of the day

I want you to want me. I need you to need me. I love you to love me. I beg you to beg me.
              -Cheap Trick
not 100% that's who originally sang it, but that's the version I know.

another quote of the day

"Basically, I've just been putting anybody who looks like a good guy into Gryffindor, anybody who looks like a bad guy into Slytherin, and the others can just go wherever the hell they want, I don't care." "Hufflepuffs are particularly good finders." "What the hell is  Hufflepuff?" -awkward silence-
                  -Dumbledore and Cedric Diggory, A Very Potter Musical
signed, such a potterhead

quote of the day again

I could be falling in love, falling in love, falling in love. I could be falling in love, falling in love, falling in love with Hermione Granger, danger.....
                    -Ron and Draco, A Very Potter Musical
signed, potterhead

ANOTHER WARNING

if you are easily offended by cursing, I strongly urge you not to look at the quote of the day post directly below this. I didn't say it, but I think it's hilarious so I posted it. You are hereby considered warned

quote of the day

"My name is Bruce-Man, wait! I'm Bat Wayne, fuck! Can I start over? I'm Batman, fuck it! I'm Bruce Wayne."
                       -Batman, Holy Musical B@tman
signed, i love starkid potter

WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so in this next quote, I am going to curse and I am trying to warn whoever may be offended by what is in this quote.

my current obsession

I am currently obsessed with this Australian actor, Callan McAuliffe. He played Bryce in the movie Flipped and he played Sam in the movie I Am Number Four and he's gonna play the young version of Gatsby in the movie The Great Gatsby. He is totally awesome and amazing and has an awesome Australian accent but can talk with no accent for movies and stuff.  He's so awesome....
signed, semi stalker

harry potter

so one thing you should know about me is that I am completely obsessed with Harry Potter :) and also I just signed up for this website called pottermore which is so cool and was just opened to the public. www.pottermore.com see it and friend me! my username is UnicornDust23961
signed, UnicornDust23961

that awkward moment....

That awkward moment when your two year old sister walks better in heels than you do.

information about myself

So I changed the name of this and  I changed the background.  I don't know if I can be considered a total drama geek when I still haven't seen Wicked or Phantom of the Opera. Total failure. oh well, I still consider myself to be a drama geek and I'm totally ok with that!
signed, self proclaimed drama geek

quote of the day

But you didn't have to cut me off, make out like it didn't happen and that we were nothing. And I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough. But you didn't have to stoop so low, have your friends collect your records and then change your number. I guess that I don't need that though, now you're just somebody that I used to know.
                      -Gotye
signed, obsessed with this song

quote of the day

Now you're just somebody that I used to know.
            -Gotye
signed, music lover

that awkward moment....

That awkward moment when you sit down too long and when you stand up, you're like Katniss after being stung by tracker jackers.

quote of the day

"Sadly, John Hughes did not direct my life."
               -Easy A
signed, movie buff

life

so I know that I said I was gonna post yesterday but I was really tired and tonight I already have a bunch of homework so I probably won't get a chance to post tonight because I do happen to enjoy sleeping. However, our spring break or whatever it's called starts on Friday so I can post later this week. yay!!! break from school! so I'm a little ticked off because I have to rewrite my Obamacre story because my advisor said it was confusing and I have to make it an editorial. blah.....
signed, slacker staff writer

quote of the day

"Scott, you are the salt of the earth."  "Aw, thanks."  "I meant scum of the earth."  "Aw, thanks."
              -Kim and Scott, Scott Pilgrim vs. the World
signed, huge fan of Michael Cera

life

so life is very confusing for me right now which I'll post about later. just stuff in my life. BUT today Mrs. W. (my English teacher) told us that the books close for this quarter on April 18!!!! yay!!! I really hope my algebra grade went up because if not, my GPA will be screwed. this also goes for my chemistry grade, but that's going up every day and with every homework assignment. My algebra teacher rarely collects the homework so my grade is kinda low compared to what it should/could be. I also can't believe I have a C in Spanish because I have everything turned in. it's just confusion....
signed, suddenly studious(knockoff of "Suddenly Seymour" from Little Shop of Horrors)