boys 40

I've come to the conclusion that with C.B., this is the closest I have ever been to what the hopeless romantics such as myself refer to as love.  The thing is, we aren't even  planning for the future.  We're just taking it day by day, hoping for the best.  I think that's the beauty of it; we aren't talking about being together forever or being married with kids, a house, jobs and a mortgage.  It's like we're content with just talking to each other, being in each other's presence.  There aren't limitations or things hanging over our heads, just us.  Well, this is getting sappier than I had hoped, haha.  Perhaps I should stop before I get carried away and anyone out there reading this gets fed up with my rambling.  On the other hand(because there are always two sides), it is my blog, haha.  So, here is one last thing for me to say about me and C.B. and then I'll stop for now at least :P  I really hope that this time we can make it last, during the school year.  Cause honestly, I worry about it; he's a senior and just got a job, I'm a junior and working on getting a job.  What if we can't work it out, what if it ends up like last year where it's like we weren't even friends? I can't speak for him directly, but this time, I'm in deeper, I've invested more in this.
signed, once a hopeless romantic, always a hopeless romantic