quote of the day...again

"The sun goes down, the stars come out. And all that counts is here and now. My universe will never be the same. I'm glad you came, I'm glad you came."
             -The Wanted, "Glad You Came"
signed, am i?

boys 15

so now that I've covered T.C., J.B., and T.E., only one left: C.B. Of course, it wouldn't be me if I wasn't going on and on about C.B. at some point in time. So to recap, I've pretty much liked him since we met in 2007-ish, we were really close, he would tell me about the girls he crushed on(so painful), then his freshman year and my 8th grade year, he's pressuring me to go to Cass because it's better than the rest, I tell him I'm going to Renaissance, he says it's cool I won't be a douche and be mad, summer of 2011 we were working together at a performing arts camp, he tells me he's "in like with me" and goes on this whole rant about how he likes me, i tell him I like him too, he asks me out, I say yes, so we're dating(all after date with J.B. never happened), school starts and we're still together, he breaks up with me around mid October, we don't talk, new year's comes and a mutual friend pushes us back together, we're cool, he says he can't be in a relationship but he still likes me, we decide to stay single until timing's good, he tweets about some girl sending him mixed signals and turning him down, I'm just here. So I still have these crazy strong feelings for him, and a part of me wants to tell him that, but I can't. Saying stuff like that has always made me feel vulnerable, but it used to not be that way with him. I'm sure my friends don't really wanna hear about how much I(dare I even post it?) love him, so here is really the only place I can talk about it, which isn't even that good because a few of my friends actually read what I post, but yeah. That's the bottom line, I guess. I love him.
signed, hopelessly devoted

boys 14

ok now that I've covered T.C. and J.B., we've come to the subject of T.E. so lately me and T.E. have been fighting like how me and J.B. used to at the beginning of freshman year BEFORE I liked him. I don't know if that's relevant or of importance, but it is what it is. By the way, T.E. and J.B. are really close friends. anyways so the other day in chemistry, a class that me and T.E. have together, I get a text from a number I don't know saying, "psstt i'm sleepy" so naturally I'm like what the hell? and respond " who is this?" and i get a text back saying it's T.E. To me and also to C.J. and C.W.(I don't know what M.H. thought of it) this was really creepy. so that's T.E. another post coming up....again...
signed, NOT a certified creeper

boys 13

ok so now that I've covered T.C., let's move on to J.B. To recap J.B., I had a crush on him all of freshman year, summer came, I sent him a message saying I liked him with overdramatic terms, he said he liked me too, he asked me out, I said yes, date never happened, school year comes, we have first and second hour together, whole situation is awkward, then he and M.H. got together and share weird Voldemort type hugs, him and M.H. broke up, he's with new girl, still awkward, he sends me a message saying we should talk more, we're friends again, still a little awkward. so today after school, we were both outside. it was me, J.B., A.C., R.A. and someone else(???) so J.B. and A.C. start "fighting" and I'm like "A.C., I got your back" and then he starts talking about how we used to mess with each other during freshman year and how we're not freshmen anymore. so I'm like "A.C., I totally bullied him last year" and J.B.'s like "no I bullied you too" so then we started "fighting" similar to how we were freshmen year. it was weird for me because it was like we were just freshmen again and we were "fighting" like we always did. it doesn't sound weird, but pretty much everyone knew that our "fighting" last year was pretty much playful flirting, and it wasn't until after I had stopped cause R.A. stole my bag that I remembered that we weren't freshmen anymore. another post coming up...
signed, seriously a sophomore

boys 12

so it's been a while since I've posted about the boy drama/issues in my life which is probably just as surprising to you as it is to me. so let's start with T.C. the other day I kind of walked into him in the hallways at school. it was so awkward and uncomfortable. We just kinda stood there until I said "sorry" and rushed off. I wish we could just be friends, but because of how rushed things were between us that whole last week of school last year, I don't think it's at all possible for us to be just friends. I can't remember if I've posted about what happened between us so here it goes: it was the last week of school and he had started messaging me on facebook asking me all these questions. the most important one was when he asked if I liked him. At the time, I was trying to get the thought of J.B. out of my head so I said sure. T.C. then asked me to be his girlfriend and so we were together in the most common form of the word the last week of school. on the last day, I decided that I was still into J.B. and that I really shouldn't have said yes to T.C. so I broke it off with him. this is a long post so I'll make another one to continue my train of thought.
signed, maneater?

quote of the day

"Life's too short to even care at all, oh whoa oh oh. Losing my mind, losing my mind, losing control, oh oh. I'm waiting for this cough syrup to come down...."
                       -Unknown to me, "Cough Syrup"
signed, music lover

Renaissance Words

so me and some others have created a new blog specifically for Renaissance publications it's called Renaissance Words(renaissancewords.blogspot.com) and you should definitely check it out! so far there's only one blogged story but that's ok! I promise there will be more coming soon!!!!
signed, semi dedicated staff writer

quote of the day.....again

"So if by the time the bar closes, and you feel like falling down, I'll carry you home tonight."
             -Fun.
signed, ^ ^ ^

quote of the day

"I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind, that I put it down into words. How wonderful life is when you're in the world."
           -Elton John, "Your Song" maybe....
signed, once again confused^^^^

life

so not much is going on. this week is world language week so there are activities going on all week after school but only a handful of them are worth talking about. my Spanish teacher did one on making pinatas and then there's lessons on dancing such as waltzing and salsa etc. and then there's a German film with an "authentic German treat" but that's pretty much it. tomorrow me and some others are supposed to be going to an economics competition thingy where we have to take 3 tests in Novi because we made it past the first one. I don't understand how my team made it with me on it but I'm not gonna doubt it. so tomorrow should be interesting.
signed, hopelessly confused