quote of the day

"You need to break out the L-word, Scott."
         "Lesbian?"
"The other L-word."
           "Lesbians?"
      -Scott Pilgrim vs. the World

signed, michael cera fan

boys 9

so because i MUST be masochistic or something i was texting T.E. earlier. it was awkward but it was even more awkward during english when he was trying to ask me questions about the book i was reading(i would post but it's a sequel) it was pretty obvious that i wanted to keep reading and not talk to anybody but apparently that's not obvious enough when your head is on the desk, you're facing the other way into your book, and when someone says hi to you all you do is wave -_- boys can seriously not take a hint somtimes. i hate to say it but i want a boyfriend. it's just i dont want T.E. or T.C. to be my boyfriend. i hate to say this even  more but im still hung up on C.B. it makes me mad to admit that but it's the truth.
signed, lost much?

daily life

so today was 11/11/11(did you make a wish?) we had a half day cause it was veterans day as well aand we got report cards. i got a 2.6 an A in geometry a D in english(still not sure how that happened) a C in chemistry an A in econ a B in algebra 3/4(because i also skip and dont do as much work as i should) a B in newspaper and a C in spanish. miss ginez(our spanish teacher) totally screwed up my grade i should have an A not a C she's screwing up everybody's grade and GPA -_- also i made it into joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat as chorus. my friend P.R. tried out too and he tried out for joseph and thinks that I.P. only got the part because I.P.'s a senior and P.R.'s a sophomore. i disagree simply based on how the 2 of them did during callbacks where everybody was there.  P.R. sounded good maybe even the best i've ever heard him sing but i also think that I.P. did better. however I.P. got picked for whatever reasons he got picked for but P.R. shouldnt complain because at least his character has a name besides chorus -_-
signed, once a chorus member always a chorus member

boys 8

ok so i have totally been avoiding T.C. and attempting to avoid T.E. as much as i can.  T.C. texted me yesterday. i didnt respond but thats because when i got it, i was at auditions and was helping my friend D. practice his song.  i dont think i wouldve responded anyway but thats not the point at the moment.  yesterday in spanish J.H. was talking about how he wanted a truce with me(cause we argue a lot) for one day. im not really sure what that means but of course i said yes because im messed up crazy like that. oh and also C.J. decided to tell me that her and T.C. were messaging on fb the other day and they were talking about the powderpuff game which ison the 18th(come support the Lady Phoenix as they play flag football and the boys as they cheerlead!!!!) T.C. was asking if she was going to the game and she said she didnt have the money and asked if he was going and he said that he would if i was O_o he's way too serious about this and even if i wasntgoing to turn him down he'd still be way too serious about this. we're sophomores in high school plus he's a year younger than i am. i've never understood why it is that younger boys seem to be way more serious than older ones or even guys the same age. C.B. was a year older than me and even though he's was thinking about college he was still giving me space to move and to breathe. with T.C. it's too heavy too much pressure. not to mention the fact we go to the same school. so i have to see him once or twice a day.  oh and just a side note here, this really cute guy from U of D remembered me from auditions for the fall play(arsenic and old lace) he was really cute and crazy nice. i dont know if i'll ever see him again but yeah.  so my life in terms of "love" is pretty messed up as of this moment in time.
signed, wtf is wrong with me?

quote of the day

tonight, tonight, it all began tonight. i saw you and the world went away. tonight, tonight, it's only you tonight. what you are, what you do, what you say. today the world was just an address, a place for me to live in.....but here you are and what was just a world is a star...tonight!
        -West Side Story

signed, anita(because i cant always hit maria's notes)

daily life

ok so today we don't have school but yesterday we did and it was a B day which means i had english, chemistry,econ, lunch,algebra 3/4, newspaper, and spanish. highlights of my day included not going to algebra 3/4(i went to miss newell's room with N.R. and V.) and during first lunch i saw my douche bag of an editor pushing a trash can around which was just awesomely hilarious :D then as usual another highlight was arguing with J.H. and then i had cheerleading -_- and then after cheer i had auditions for U of D jesuit's spring musical Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat!!! where i saw all the awesome people from last year's production of Singin' In The Rain!! those people are some of the funniest people i've ever met and they are all crazy talented!!! love them so much!
signed, lover of musical theatre

quote of the day

what we found out was the each one of us is a brain, an athlete, a basketcase, a princess, and a criminal.
      -the breakfast club

signed, lover of the 80s

boys 7

so who's ready for another variable in this awful equation???? this time it's T.C. we were together for less than a whole week, i was the one to break up with him and then pretty much ignored him[SN: i'm pretty much an awful person when it comes to guys because i have issues with i guess committment(???)] but then with the advice of one of my best friends C.J. i made up with him and then we were friends for a while.  then apparently he was took her advice and decided to tell me that he still liked me and wanted to get back together with me >.< i totally don't have feelings for him but i don't wanna break his heart which is pretty much what's going to happen.  so naturally i've been avoiding him for the past two days and hiding. this morning we were in the cafeteria for breakfast and whatnot and he was standing in front of the doors like he was waiting. so what did i do? waited til he left and then hurried out of the cafeteria to get to my locker before he started wandering the hallways. i kinda hate myself for avoiding him and avoiding talking to him and facing the problem. i also kinda hate myself for having the nerve to hide from a guy. i don't wanna face him but i know i have to
signed, self hater

daily life

so today was an A day so i had geometry, english, chemistry, econ, lunch, algebra 3/4, and newspaper. highlights of my day included officially making the book club with miss newell and my awesome friends but then these 2 annoying freshmen >:[ lowpoints of my day included seeing T.C. and seeing my english grade. i have a D a 68% i don't understand how i  got it!!!!
signed, failure

my other poem

falling
your eyes, ever so bright ever so piercing blue
seem to read me like a book
seem to know every emotion that passes through me
so blue i seem to fall deeper and deeper each time i gaze into them
you amaze me with your kindness
you seem to be unable to be mad, unable to be mean
you seem to be too good to be true
too sweet to me
too kind, too smart, too amazing
you make me fall deeper and deeper for you each time you say my name
        11/1/11