boys 32

so T.E. still keeps texting me like constantly and he's even more talkative to me in person as well.  It's a little weird and out of character but yeah.  Also, yesterday me and him were texting and he kept saying that he was hungry and I was like "can't help you with that" and then he was like "sure you can. cook me something" \. So then I was like "nope who do you think I am, your wife or something?" and I immediately regretted it after I sent it, but he responded "lol yeah" and it was weird and then he pretended to get all offended because I was like "hell no I'm not your wife or anyone's wife" It was just really weird.
signed, awkward turtle

quote of the day

"We have love.  If we have that, everything will be fine."
           -Romeo and Juliet and Vampires
signed, so yeah

boys 31

me and C.B. have been talking a lot lately. it's confusing to me because it's so easy to talk to him and it just feels safe and natural. When he texts me, it feels like I still have feelings for him, but I really don't know.  I'd love to tell him about it and see whether or not he still feels the same way about me. But to be completely honest, I'm scared to see what he would say. Also, T.E.'s been texting me for like the past two days and I'm not sure how I feel about that.
signed, forever alone and confused

boys 30

yesterday, after conditioning, me and N.R. were sitting outside listening to her music and then she got out her clarinet and started playing and I was trying to record it. then out of nowhere, J.B. walks up and just stands next to me which was weird cause I was sitting down which made me shorter. and then he acted like he wanted a hug but I couldn't cause I was trying to record N.R.'s musical abilities. and then N.R.'s ride came so she left me and J.B. alone outside. He sat down next to me and was just listening to his music and it was such an awkward turtle. and then he was like "so whats up?" making things even more awkward and as I started to answer, my ride pulled up so I was like "oh my ride's here bye!" but I couldn't help but think "thank the lord my ride is here!"
signed, forever an awkward turtle

quote of the day...again

"I don't wanna see you go, but it's not forever, not forever. Even if it was, you know that I would never let it get me down cause you're the part of me that makes me better wherever I go. So I will try not to cry, but no one needs to say goodbye."
             -Ensemble, "Days of Summer", A Very Potter Sequel
signed, team starkid forever

quote of the day

"Baby, you're not alone cause you're here with me. And nothing's ever gonna bring us down cause nothing can keep me from loving you. And you know it's true. It don't matter what it comes to be, our love is all we need to make it through."
                  -Ginny, Ron, Hermione, and Harry, "Not Alone", A Very Potter Musical
signed, a true team starkid follower and starship ranger

boys 29

so geometry wasn't as bad as I had anticipated. I sat next to Di.M. cause C.J. wasn't there. But I saw J.B. staring at me more than once.  It's weird because he's back with his girlfriend so he shouldn't be staring at me whatsoever.  I don't know whether or not he still likes me, but he acts like it. It's more than a little messed up and I hate it.  He's with her and he shouldn't be acting like he's still nto me.
signed, confused

life

yesterday we had a soccer game. we lost because the  defense decided to be extra sucky and not talk to each other at all. I pulled a muscle in my leg last week so I was trying to take it easy, but then me and this girl were going for the ball and her cleat went into my ankle and I had to get off the field. It killed majorly, and it's sore and hurts like hell today. I'm  bit ticked off but whatever.
for all those reading,
from your starship ranger

my other fortune cookie quote

Great thoughts come from the heart.

my fortune cookie quote

Time is precious, but truth is more precious than time.

boys 28

so me and J.B. were talking this weekend and it was really weird. He was talking about this fair he was at and then he said that it was perfect for dates and stuff like that. and I was like "um ok...". and then today me and Di.M. and De.M.(they're twins) were at C.J.'s freshman locker and then we were just standinthere being awkward turtles and J.B. walks by with his girlfriend, stops walking, crosses in front of his girlfriend, and hugs me forcibly.  I was in the middle of talking and my books were semi in between us and his girlfriend was also in the middle of talking. And afterwards, he just walked away. He didn't say anything before or after; just hugged me and walked away.  It was so awkward and weird and semi creepy.  This is why I'm dreading going to geometry because me and Di.M. and C.J.(though she's not here today) have that class with him.
signed, don't want to go to geometry

quote of the day...again

"Ok, where'd you put the Invisibility Cloak?" "I put it on that magical walking chair-oh god."
                      -Harry and Ron, A Very Potter Musical
signed, team starkid

quote of the day

"When I rule the world, I'll plant flowers." "When I rule the world, I'll have snakes."
                          -Quirrell and Voldemort, A Very Potter Musical
signed, team starkid forever

boys 27

so yesterday me and T.E. were texting as well. but I was semi pissed off at him cause yesterday, my mom made me wear a skirt to school, and he laughed at me. so I told him that I was gonna punch him and he was like "why" and I was like "cause you laughed at me today" and he was like "you looked nice" and then it was an awkward turtle for the rest of the conversation.
signed, forever an awkward turtle

boys 26

Yesterday, me and J.B. were texting and he was telling me about his youtube videos and how I should watch them.(sidenote: that reminded me of how C.B. always told me to watch his videos too cause he posts video of him playing the cello or guitar) so I was like ok... so I went on youtube and was watching them and he's pretty talented, when his videos are him playing the guitar or drums. Some of his videos are of him talking about whatever he wants. Like this one was about summer clothes or something and he was going on and on about how one should dress. It was really funny and I think you guys should definitely watch his videos cause frankly when he talks about stuff on his videos, I don't think anybody would be able to take him seriously. His name on youtube is viperjet18 so go and watch his videos when you get a chance.
signed, did i really just plug his videos?

my starkid obsession

I am currently like crazy obsessed with TEAM STARKID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Team Starkid is the best thing ever and it's "totally awesome!" Team Starkid does musicals and they're totally awesome!!!!!! They have done A Very Potter Musical A Very Potter Sequel Starship Holy Musical B@tman  and Me and My Dick(i have not watched that one) and the one they are currently touring with is Apocalyptour I'm so excited for them to post it!!!!!
signed forever team starkid

quote of the day

"I wanna be a Starship Ranger!...The needs of the many bugs outweigh the few."
                 -Starship
signed, team starkid forever

boys 25

also T.E. was texting me like all weekend, from Friday to Sunday. it's weird how we always seem to have something to talk about but me and J.B. never do. another weird thing. and here's another one: yesterday T.C. posted happy birthday on my wall, which is really weird because we don't associate at all. when we pass each other in the hallways, we both act like we don't see each other. so I'm not sure if that means something or not.
signed, forever awkward turtle

boys 24

so me and J.B. are trying to be friends and it's weird. also me and N.R. were talking to him on Friday and she mentioned that apparently he's back together with his ex and he was like "oh yeah i forgot how childish she is" and blah blah blah. and then yesterday he was texting me and he texted me first which was weird so I was like "why'd you text?" but I think he took offense to that and thought I was being rude so then I felt like I had to explain myself and everything. oh and every morning when I'm by my locker, he appears out of nowhere and gives me a hug like we're best friends or something. it's just weird.
signed, awkward turtle forever

life

so life is weird for me right now. on a side note, I'm officially 16 years old as of yesterday. woohoo
signed, so yeah

quote of the day

"Regrets collect like old friends...cause I like to keep my issues drawn, it's always darkest before the dawn. Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out."
                 -Florence and the Machine, "Shake it out"

boys 23

so yesterday me and J.B. broke up. as much as I hate to admit it, it was sad. I haven't been that sad since me and C.B. broke up. which reminds me that C.B. started talking to me again on Friday.  It was as if we had never stopped talking.  It really showed me how messed up my relationship with J.B. was because conversation was difficult and awkward while conversation between me and C.B. have never had issues with conversation like it just was easy to talk to each other.  Maybe it's a sign that as soon as C.B. started talking to me that me and J.B. broke up. I really don't know anymore. All I know is I'm sad and slightly depressed.
signed, sad

quote of the day

"Tonight will be a night of-" "Dancing!" *silence* "...Yeah!"
                    -Batman and Robin, Holy Musical B@tman
signed, i really love starkid potter

random

just pointing this out, the picture on my profile is not very recent.  This picture was at least 4 years ago possibly 5.
signed, awkward....

boys 22

ok back to that subject I brought up before. Last night he was texting me and asking if I've ever been frenched before. and I'm like "um no" so he goes on and talks about how he'll teach me and how that's not the only thing he'll teach me O_O
signed, awkward turtle

quote of the day

"Promise you won't go out and get mugged and murdered on me." "I cross my heart!"
            -Batman and Robin, Holy Musical B@tman
signed, i love starkid potter

boys 21

so J.B. is being really weird and keeps telling me about all this stuff that he's gonna teach me O_O
signed, extremely awkward turtle

quote of the day

"Yeah, she sure is beautiful..." "Beautiful? More like supermegafoxyawesome HOT!"
            -Harry Potter and Ginny talking about Cho Chang, A Very Potter Musical
signed, i wanna go see apocalpytour

who I want to punch right now

so there are a few people I want to punch right now. First and foremost is Sassy Blue because she is really irritating me right now -_- and now I kinda also wanna punch Self-Proclaimed Nerd because she's over here singing her scales really really bad and she knows it too.
signed, attempting to control my temper

quote of the day

"Buddies. Bros. Homies. Amigos. Pizza. Nintendo. Woo, woo, woo! Let's go!"
                  -Batman and Robin, Holy Musical B@tman
signed, wannabe starkid potter

quote of the day

"Love is the flower you've got to let grow."
                  -John Lennon

life

so here I am, sitting in newspaper pretending to be busy doing something.  on a separate note, this brown sugar cinnamon poptart is flipping amazing! yeah that's it right now.
signed, awkward turtle